Everything's changed

It’s getting so hard to be around you. Because every time I see you, I see a stranger. You’ve changed, and I just miss the person you used to be. The one that cared, the one that wouldn’t ever hurt me, not if they could help it. But now, now all you care about is yourself. Maybe you never did care in the first place, I’m not sure. All I know is the person I loved so much is no longer there. Nothing is left of you. Everything’s changed, and I miss the person you used to be. All good things end eventually, but I wish you would have stayed at least a little bit longer.

I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one. The one you are going to
be in love with forever, but sometimes you want that so much, you create something that isn’t really there
i want you to remember me some day, i want you to hear our song at some random moment,
and i want you to feel a stabbing pain go right through the middle of your heart. and for that fleeting moment in time, i want you to feel like i did.
Nobody understands how much i miss you.
I miss how much we used to talk, and miss all the things we used to do. I try not to admit it to myself that i still feel this way.
Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you each day. I still think of you and i really do miss you. I would give up everything i have, just to be everything we’re not. I finally realize the person I fell in love with
isn’t here anymore. So why am I?
I'm sorry I'm so akward. -theresiamulyani.